ragdoll

I could spend my time talking about inconsequential little things. I could say that being an MC means saying a lot of gay shit and feeling embarrassed. I could say that haha my name got read out on the PA system today. But I won't.

Instead I will say that I'm tired. Tired of keeping up a pretense. Ignorance is bliss is delusion. All I want to do now is retreat in my own world and stay there for all eternity. Somewhere, nice, quiet, and free of people.

Now I sound melodramatic. Well, sue me, I'm in a melodramatic mood. Nothing can change that.