regret rewind redo

Sigh..There goes the last official day of school. What study leave. I'll have to keep going back for a math remedial anyway. Oh well...Might as well try for at A at o-levels. haha, like that's a possibility. The day i get A for math is when

10. bush learns some grammar
9. apples become cubes
8. faye stops calling me irritaing
7. scott stops being a stupid bum
6. guys stop talking about dota
5. shorts grows
4. meng, nehneh and jz stop being obscene
3. kel stops destroying things
2. kiwiman goes for mole-removal surgery...and retires

and number 1 in the countdown

1. When chris stops oogling

That is never going to happen...EVER

What a sad day this has been. I want to ram my face into a wall and scream "JULIE! Why didn't you DO anything??" I want to tear my hair out and eat it. I want to eviscerate myself for being so STUPID!!

bye bye DHS

reflections

Wow, this sounds like one of those pathetic CIP things they make you do. Man, maybe I'll end up missing those too.

Went to watch Corpse Bride yesterday. Ms Chia and Ms Koh went and treated our 2 classes. It's quite a smart movie, surprisingly. my only complaint is that it was too short...just like the 4 years of secondary school.

Isn't that strange? I came to Dunman High because i did so badly in my PSLE that RGS and Nanyang rejected me. I didn't want to come here. School for sad suckers like me i thought. But I actually like it here, and wth only 2 days left...imagine what i'll lose. So many great times, so many regrets.

But, before i drown in utter moroseness and melancholy, i will stop. Off to VJ now, and maybe some old friends will stay plus many new ones.

classic

Give Me One Reason is a good song. It's by Tracy Chapman, really old song, but very good. I like the feeling that some instument thing is there, but missing. Poor Tracy. He must have had a traumatic childhood with a name like Tracy.

clouded rainbow

My name is Richard of York. I did exist, but Shakespeare mucked around my story a bit. But I did give battle in vain

the eve

This is the eve of the giant block of exams that are coming up. Today I wasted time because my mother wanted to buy a fridge. Our old one was pissing all over the floor. Something was wrong with the freezer I think. There's this towel there now to prevent anyone from skidding around in the kitchen. It's quite useless since an astronomical amount of water is coming out and I have no idea where it's coming from. cursed blasted thing i tell you.

english prelims

I am sitting in Chris' house now updating my blog, which I haven't done for a very long time. Not that many people will read it, since it's the prelims. English today was majorly fucked up, just like the previous few weeks have been. Of course, SOME people have no idea the kind of havoc they can wreak on a person's mental health. OH well. I finished the prelims paper 10 minutes early, then started this stream of consciousness thing on the spare bit of foolscap.

I wrote about a full page when ms chia came along and asked, "Is that question 18?(the summary)" I was like "heh heh, yeah" I was afraid she would read it. It was rather vulgar. So, it rounded up the notion that I go through my life perpetually embarrassing myself.

emath and combined humans on monday. like wtf man.

none

can't stand it anymore.