living in the shadow

Dark moods call for dark colours and I guess you could say I'm in a dark mood. With the doom of a million F9s looming before me, it's hard not to get gloomy

then again, i can always get my trusty girl guide friends to cheer me up. They'll never let me down!

seriously though.

besides exam blues, i have received a cynical epiphany. I have realised that no matter how noble people are, they don't WANT to be noble, because being noble, truly noble, means that you'll suffer without reward. The rubbish they feed you about happily ever after doesn't exist. So there, I'm selfish.

but i guess, if i'm going to die....might as well cheer up and use the time i've got left